Monthly Archives: May 2011

So desu ne.

hatred. contempt. mischief. let them out. free me. unbound these shackles. open that fuckin’ door. come on. you can do it. no one tells you not to. we are alone. silence. silence. sleep. rest now, brother. you have troubled enough … Continue reading

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Fade

pushed. but not on the edge. love, it’ll take more than that to make me disappear. but now i know where my place is, though. and that is all i need to finally fade again.

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Page turner

the feeling of nothingness. just lingering in the warmth of now. without fear and apprehension about matters of great consequence. without doubt if this is real or not. just enjoying the warmth of now. feeling good about letting go of … Continue reading

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mère la mort

sick. selfish. paranoid. narrow-minded. sad. childish. power-hungry. manipulative. two-faced. weak. volatile. you are. i am. you are my relfection. just as i am yours. am i doomed to regret that i came from you?

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Morning

what happens when an unstoppable force clashes with an immovable object? i still dunno. but i hafta change my mindset either about being immovable or about the unstoppable force. not everything is about me. that i hafta keep in mind. … Continue reading

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*bump*

if i break away, what do i become? if i stay away, where do i go? why do you have to change. i ask that to no one in particular every time i wake up. i’ve lost one reason to … Continue reading

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a question

tinanong nya ko kung bakit gusto ko magpakasal someday. i couldn’t give her an answer. not because i didn’t have one. but because i was afraid she’d reject the idea, or MY idea of ownership. i wanted to tell her … Continue reading

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