Push or Pull?

i miss work during my rest days
and i want to just lay in bed whenever i’m at work

it sickens me
this feeling that i’m runnin in circles in spite of the burning thought that i am runnin out of time
that i wait to wake up just to long for sleep again
it sickens me to my very bones.
and i feel helpless because i know for now i can’t do anything about it
yet i wanna be able to do something, anything, about it! arrg!
it friggin irritates me to know my weaknesses yet i’m incapable of great change because of them

caught in a freaking wake of a dream

it scares me
this, this sick quicksand of boredom i’m constantly being pulled into.
it’s gooey. and it smells like yesterday.
pull me out. (even that sounds dirty lmao)
you, i need intervention, i need your intervention

get me outta here


About delamorte

Eherm... A boy with a soiled face who's spent 23 pathetic years trying to make a difference... An old man trying to talk his way out of his own cage... And the Seer who's trying to poise these two alter egos' rage... You won't find anything interesting enough in me to ask about my real life facts. Trust me, things will get more and more boring once you take that path. Disclaimer : These are just random rants and stories cooked-up out of boredom and prolonged stages of catatonia. Please feel free to troll/criticize my works, i am but a poor soul trying to find my way out of this miserable phase some of you call life, your critiques shall serve as my guiding light.
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