would it be a transgression to ask you to stay Your hand?
would it add to my debts if I hope for Your grace?
I tried to live without rules, voided my consciousness of the weight of any consequences
lived and did things in my own convenience
would I insult Your name if i pray to be redeemed once again?
I have detached myself from any belief and sought answers by embracing the claws of logic, blinded by the cycle of believing and yet denying itself in an ardous and repetitive manner
I must admit, I have not found an answer, only more questions
have not been able to chase the mist away, only add more delusions
have I not Your mercy, my Lord?